until next time

Posted: May 10, 2014 in poems

I wish there was a way you could hear these words I write,
Maybe then you’d wake up from your constant night,
You have no idea how much it hurts me to hear you this way,
Knowing how your living regardless of what you say,
At one time you were my everything, we had plans,
We were young with the world at our hands,
Even though we went our seperate ways I still wanted you happy,
Hoping you kept a smile on your face and living free,
Then I get your # to call and I don’t even know who you are,
Listening to you talk, hearing your life left me a new scar,
Becasue I know where your at, I used to be there too,
My own addiction took me away like yours is doing you,
Life is hard but it’s supposed to be so we can learn,
It’s just so hard when I watch those I love take there turn,
The path I took killed me to be reborn anew,
I don’t want you to go through what I had to,
You be careful now and open your eyes and ears,
Look in the mirror, listen to yourself, face your fears,
Your never alone wherever you go or what you do,
Through prayers I am always with you,
Be strong old friend you’ll be fine,
Until next time…

my eyes are open

Posted: May 3, 2014 in poems

Show me what you mean,
My eyes are open,
You speak but make no sense of what you seen,
This is getting difficult….listen,
I am listening,
All I hear is nonsense,
I still don’t get what your saying,
Are you telling me or yourself? Is there is difference???

he was me and I was him

Posted: April 30, 2014 in poems
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Today I was ready to listen,
So I talked to him,
Told him how sorry I was for failing,
How much it hurt me for the way I was living,
Remembering all the things I have done,
Learning from it all, storing wisdom,
Told him how sorry I am for being,
He knows it’s true and what I mean,
Asked for his forgiveness,
And it lifted of my conscience,
For he knows I am sincere within,
He was Me and I was Him.

doing something right

Posted: April 29, 2014 in poems
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TRY NOT TO WORRY ABOUT WHAT OTHERS SAY,
KEEP DOING WHAT YOUR DOING EVERYDAY,
IT WILL ONLY HURT AS MUCH AS YOU LET IT,
REMEMBER, LET GO AND NEVER FORGET IT,
DON’T LOSE ANY SLEEP AT NIGHT,
CASUE YOU MUST BE DOING SOMETHING RIGHT.

benefit

Posted: April 28, 2014 in poems
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Hear I wait,
Unknowing my fate,
What I do know is that I am ready,
Ready for what life has to show me,
Ready for whatever may come,
Ready for the road ahead and then some,
But hear I still wait,
Why? Maybe i am not ready for the gate,
When I do leave these walls,
I will do so with better knowledge of laws,
Better knowledge of myself,
Better understanding for life,
When I do leave this place,
My mission is to serve the universe,
And all that resides in it,
For everyone and everything’s benefit.

so much pain

Posted: April 27, 2014 in poems
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So much pain,
Comes with the game,
But it was worth it in the end,
To have fun with my friends.

all that I am

Posted: April 26, 2014 in poems
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Each step had been more difficult then the last,
And I still would not change my past,
Or the direction this journey is taking me,
The things that have taken place I can see,
The key was understanding; for my overall health,
Grasping that Everything I Need Is Within Myself,
I am what I am,
All that I am is for them.